"Cheated on you like some before I want to live life, be good to you A song to get rid of the blues"
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Posted:Oct 21, 2018 8:50 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2018 6:23 pm 143 Views
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"Cheated on you like others before
I want to live life, be good to you
sing a song to get rid of the blues" - but, in the end, my muse came thru
my... what a movie...
what passion... love... music... ecstasy... eargasms... tears...
I cheated... like other movies... I heard beautiful songs from the soundtrack...
Like other movies, I had read the book... not, this one... but, I read a review...
this one... different... I'd seen Dave Chapelle perform in Dallas 3 years ago... and, he was in this cast...
my son forced me to watch his tv series... like I made my children watch "The Deer Hunter"; "The Game" and other movies... and forced them to listen to the greatest bands on earth... well... they didn't have a choice on the music... my car, my stereo... even now, my kids ask me to burn them cds...
but, that's another blog post...
Andrew Dice Clay and Sam Elliot were in this movie... Are you kidding me...
I've never seen a Bradley Cooper movie that I didn't like...
I knew the ending... I read about the foreshadowing... I knew the pain that would consume me...
and, still I cried... what a love story... similar to "The English Patient"; "Crazy, Stupid, Love"; "Chocolat"; "Casa Blanca"; "Eat, Love, Pray"... but, I don't like chick flicks (just sayin' ...
As I stated in other posts, for some reason I'd never been a fan of Lady Gaga... but, that was till this soundtrack, till this movie... a piece of my heart was pierced with feelings reserved for special "firsts"...
When I jumped in the car to head home... this song was playing (not from the movie)... but, it made sense... as soon as I walked in the house I started writing...
Few women in my life have impacted me with feelings that were brought forth while journeying thru this tale... my third grade teacher, a seventh grade crush, my true love from eighth grade, my 10 from 11th grade, my second and last 10 from 12th grade, college girlfriends, ex-wife... a lover I'd met from junior high only to connect in college... like a Beatle's song "In my life, I've loved then all"...
Let's not forget my sliding top 30...
yes... my filters are open to the possibilities of 3. 5 billion women on the planet... I'm too weak to live for that soul mate... that one and only...
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"I want to live life
Never be cruel
I want to live life
Be good to you
I want to fly
And never come down
And live my life
And have friends around
We never change do we, no, no
We never learn do we
So I want to live in a wooden house
I want to live life always be true
I want to live life and be good to you
I want to fly and never come down
And live my life
And have friends around
We never change do we
No no
We never learn do we
So I want to live in a wooden house
Where making more friends would be easy
Oh and…" - Coldplay - "We never change"
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if you've seen this movie "A star is born"
did it move you...
we never change... let's find each other...
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"Don't wanna start another fire Don't wanna know another kiss No other name falling off my lips..."
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Posted:Oct 20, 2018 10:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2018 8:35 am 171 Views
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"Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips..."
Say those words to me
it's all the world I need
lead me to the place we can both stand
kiss me, touch me, take me by the hand
love at first sight
like a magnet held tight
a compass off the charts
captured my fragile heart
felt that fire burnin' so hot
always hittin' that perfect spot
never thought I'd write this
till the melting of our lips
ready to start a new day
stranger out of my way
no more sad goodbyes
sweet yes-es in your eyes
and I loved you...
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"Wish I could, I could've said goodbye
I would've said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew it would be the last time
I would've broke my heart in two
Tryin' to save a part of you
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh
When we first met
I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I'd find myself
Lying in your arms
And I want to pretend that it's not true
Oh baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning
And I'm not moving on..." Lady Gaga - "I'll never love again"
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and, it was worth it...
every precious moment...
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"You can be the poet - I'll be the song - You can be the sunlight - I'll be the dawn..."
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Posted:Oct 18, 2018 6:09 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2018 6:30 pm 210 Views
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"You can be the poet - I'll be the song -
You can be the sunlight - I'll be the dawn..."
I luv these lyrics...
Happy... Happy... Happy... Luv... Luv... Luv...
There's a passion and a love story here...
All of the lines make sense to me...
This one... soon to be a classic... is uplifting...
Every line written with a purpose...
love flowing thru her veins as she penned every word...
she was thinking of her lover... no writer's block here...
as you read thru them... a warmth covers your heart...
excitement builds... there is a bond that is formed...
at the end... you are ready for the beginning...
this was a memorable first...
each of you embraced deep feelings...
I felt something...
thanks for the read...
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"You can be the potter
I'll be the clay
You can be the blacksmith
I'll be the blade
You can be the poet
I'll be the song
You can be the sunlight
I'll be the dawn
You be love
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
You be love
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
Love you like no other (love you like no other)
I will be your compass
If you'll be my north
I will be your sail
If you'll be my shore
You can be the gravity
And I'll be the foam
You can be my everything
And I'll be yours
If you were heaven I would gladly take my last breath
If you were the edge, I would gladly take the next step
Feel the rain coming down, be the flood
Come on take me 'til I, take me 'til I drown
I need you now
You be love
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
You be love
I will be your love (I'll be your lover)
Love you like no other (love you like no other)
You can be the poet
And I'll be the song
You can be the sunlight
And I'll be the warmth
You can be my everything
And I'll be yours..." - Billy Raffoul - "You be love"
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"Love you like no other..." I like the sound of that...
so many fine lines in this 21st century classic...
but, do we like...
what say you my little pretties...
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Is it cheating if you proclaim your eternal love to three different women at the same time?
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Posted:Oct 15, 2018 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2018 9:47 pm 386 Views
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Is it cheating if you proclaim your eternal love to three different women at the same time? Now, hear me out...
I wrote months ago that I luv Sofia Karlberg... I've posted many stories and shared her song lyrics... including my fave of hers a cover of a James Bay song...
"From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you
But now we're sleeping at the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees
So come on let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me... " -- Sofia Karlberg - "Let it go" (James Bay cover)...
I just picture her dancing in front of me and saying she loves "easy going"... that she only sees me... OMG... yes... when I hear her sing, I swear to god she is right here with me... (Sofia, if it is you honey... if you are reading this... just understand, that some crazy impostor is writing this blog.... unless of course, if you like the creative nature of such crazy love... and, then I take it back)...
So, that is that for Sofia...
But, I also fell so in love with Tove Lo... I mean, I know these women are too young for me... and, they don't meet all of my criteria... but, I'm willing to sacrifice for their happiness... not mine... and, so, when I hear this new song by my "one & only" --- it could happen... I just melt... not because it is too hot in Texas, but, because I am totally in luv with her... this is not an infatuation... I believe in time that she could truly love me... or wear me out trying... yes... I will fight my fears of rejection for her... she can taste me if she wants, over and over and over and over... singing this song to me... now say it... say it... say it...
"Don't doubt me babe
You make me wanna change
Break my bed to make me wanna stay
I can't...
Bite me babe
You make me love the pain
Break my bed to make me wanna stay
I can't..." -- Tove Lo "Say it" featured on the song by Flume...
OMG... could she really be singing that to me... I think so... if you watch her videos, you can see that she is looking for someone out of focus... and, that's where I am... exactly where she is looking... no doubt about it... hmmmm....
But, then I just heard this song by Ariana Grande ... she is too, too young for me... and, of course, she doesn't have the melonlicious criteria I so crave... but, I am willing to give her personality points and her voice is so, so, so, awesome... I had to adjust my pants just then... just let me love you...
Can you blame me for feeling this intense love for her... just read these lyrics... they are written exclusively for me... I'm certain of it...
"Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you
As I'm laying on your chest
I'll be out here thinkin' 'bout it, boy, it's just a guess
But something keeps telling me I'm better than the rest
And I ain't tryna rush you, but goddamn, I'm a mess, mess, mess..." -- Ariana Grande "Let me love you"....
Maybe, I'm just crazy... crazy about my women and my music...
but, I don't care...
is this really cheating???
thanks for the read!!!
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"Lovers in the night Poets trying to write We don't know how to rhyme But damn we try..."
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Posted:Oct 14, 2018 10:59 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2018 5:59 am 385 Views
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"Lovers in the night
Poets trying to write
We don't know how to rhyme
But damn we try..." -- maybe, we fit...
Been to Oklahoma...
Been to Arizona...
Found no California gold
in either place I was told
when that sun goes down
I wanna be in your town
let's not "the end" be thinking
i like ELP's "from the beginning"
let's be a part of each other
the whole greater than the pieces
let's write the stories of the only we know
foregoing each other's ego
drip that passion on me
let Jimi know our souls will kiss the sky
in a haze of each other's eyes
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"That Arizona sky burning in your eyes
You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire
It's buried in my soul like California gold
You found the light in me that I couldn't find
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Lovers in the night
Poets trying to write
We don't know how to rhyme
But damn we try
But all I really know
You're where I wanna go
The part of me that's you will never die
Oh, yeah
I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah
When I'm all choked up
But I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way, oh, yeah
When you look at me
And the whole world fades
I'll always remember us this way..." Lady Gaga - 'Always remember us this way"
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I've got to see this movie...
luv the sound track so far...
but, do we like...
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"Do you want to be the pillow where I lay my head Do you want to be the feathers lying in my bed?"
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Posted:Oct 13, 2018 8:47 am
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2018 9:13 am 465 Views
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"Do you want to be the pillow where I lay my head
Do you want to be the feathers lying in my bed?" - yes, please...
I've thought about you listening to this song... when you take the time to read the lyrics... you will see the mad, passionate love that I feel for you...
although, your fate has not been cast yet... you still have a full life ahead of you... the memories of you drive me crazy... reliving those moments of yesteryear... those days that we were together... the peaceful moments of looking into each other's eyes... into our souls... with little care in the world... no separation from lyin' eyes... or anything near that... pure, unadulterated luv making... the kind of firsts that i write about... that you loved and shared with me... that 1969 blue mustang... your hair blowing in the wind... the sun glistening off of your lips... the shades down... your look of love... still you turn me on...
years after finally understanding the meaning of the lyrics... it doesn't change how I feel about you listening to it on vinyl... those imperfections of the needle rolling over each note... while ELP slowly takes me back to those days...
did you wanna be a poet... did you wanna be a star... did you wanna be anything you wanted... perhaps, the lover of another... under cover... I used to luv these lyrics... not as much as I luved you... but, the sensation keeps coming back... that picture of you... just as you are... just as you were... the sense memory... etched deep in my brain... the wanting... the yearning... the loving...
I can hear the lyrics and see only you...
could you be the man on the moon...
well... give these a read... it truly makes one think of how crazy in luv we can be...
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"Do you want to be an angel
Do you want to be a star
Do you want to play some magic on my guitar?
Do you want to be a poet
Do you want to be my string?
You could be anything
Do you want to be the lover of another, undercover?
You could even be the man on the moon
Do you want to be the player
Do you want to be the string?
Let me tell you something
It just dont mean a thing
You see, it really doesn't matter
When youre buried in disguise
By the dark glass on your eyes
Though your flesh has crystallized
Still you turn me on
Still you turn me on
Hmm, you turn me on
Do you want to be the pillow where I lay my head
Do you want to be the feathers lying in my bed?
Do you want to be a color cover magazine
Create a scene
Every day a little sadder
A little madder?
Someone get me a ladder
Do you want to be the singer
Do you want to be the song?
Let me tell you something
You just couldn't be more wrong
You see, I really have to tell you
That it all gets so intense
From my experience
It just doesn't seem to make sense
Still you turn me on
Hmm, you turn me on, oh yeah
Hmm, you turn me on..." -- Emerson, Lake & Palmer - "Still you turn me on"
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So... my little pretties... if you've not heard this song... please give it a listen... let me know your thoughts...
hmm...
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"Made off - Don't stray - My kind's your kind - Wait... they don't luv u like I luv you" do they...
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Posted:Oct 12, 2018 6:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2018 6:51 am 473 Views
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"Made off - Don't stray - My kind's your kind - I'll stay the same
Wait... they don't luv u like I luv u..."
I heard this song ago... performed by the original band... "The Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs..." what a name for a band... but... the voice captured my interest... then, the lyrics... spoke to me... then... I listened to the song writer's reason for writing the story...
She wrote about her soon-to-be ex-boyfriend... there is so much passion in the words she uses... his crowds (he was a lead singer in a band too)... did not luv him like she did...
she doesn't want him to leave her... they've said so much... but... it goes on deaf ears...
she is pleading for him to stay... "they don't luv u like I luv u... wait..."
my fave line is... "My kind's your kind... I'll stay the same..."
I like to use the word sameone for my lover... not exactly the same... 'cause opposites attract... but, someone who sees things like I do... Has that passion... we may not see eye to eye on some things... but, we like shrimp... armadillo meat... alligator... and... those things don't taste like chicken...
oh... and, we luv the taste of each other... we have patience with our flaws... each and everyone of them... it's not about perfection... it's about a perfect luv...
that is what this song is about... to me...
Now... when Frey Ridings sings it... playing the piano... I am in luv... I am sent to a place where I want us to meet... have that first... primed for you... ready for you...
could you luv me like I luv you... would you... is it in you...
please give these a read... and... if they move you... listen to the original song by the Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs... and... then... prepare yourself for easy going orgasmic 21st century "prepare yourself to have your brains fucked out music..." well... maybe, that's a bit over the top... as you listen to Freya's cover...
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"Pack up
strayed
Enough
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Wait, they don't love you like I love you
Wait, they don't love you like I love you
Maps
Wait, they don't love you like I love you
Made off
Don't stray
My kind's your kind
I'll stay the same
Pack up
Don't stray
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Maps
Wait, they don't love you like I love you
Wait, they don't love you like I love you
Maps
Wait, they…" - Freya Ridings - "Maps" (Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs cover)
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Wait... they don't luv you like I luv you...
Wait... they don't luv you like I luv you...
Long sigh... followed by kisses...
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"You said 'I want to see the world...' And, I said go... I think I'm lost without you..."
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Posted:Oct 11, 2018 6:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2018 6:12 pm 555 Views
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"You said 'I want to see the world...' And, I said go... I think lost without you..."
You loved that rendition of "Maps" from Freya last year... so... sharing this gem with you my little pretties...
For my safe haven out there in heavenly creature paradise... I know that you are out there... waiting... hesitating... lost...
that pain inside me... my world crumbling... if I had you... I would never let you go...
I would never be lost without you... 'cause I'd have no reason to be without you... to miss those lips... those tender kisses... that look of luv... that passion in your eyes... that heart beating... that laughter shared between two lovers lost in each other... forever... that comfortable silence... the fingers running thru the hair... feeding each other the food of the gods... whatever it is that you want...
Let's breathe the same air... let's dance that slow dance like we knew what we were doing... no questions... only yes's... only the sound of luv... the sound of a woman who knows what she wants...
standing on the platform... waiting for you to show... I say... I want you... I want you... I want you...
haven't you been without this first long enough... I think you are the world... I want to see it all... I want to live you... I want to luv you... taste you...
it's not too late...
"[Verse 1]
Standing on the platform
Watching you go
It's like no other pain
I've ever known
To love someone so much
To have no control
You said I want to see the world
And I said go
[Chorus]
I think lost without you
I just feel crushed without you
I've been strong for so long
That I never thought how much I needed you
I think lost without you
[Verse 2] Strangers rushing past
Just trying to get home
But you were the only
safe haven that I've known
Hits me at full speed
Feel like I can't breathe
And nobody knows
This pain inside me
My world is crumbling
I should never have
Let you go
[Chorus]
I think lost without you
I think lost, lost, lost
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I think lost without you, you
I just feel crushed without you
‘Cause I've been strong for so long
That I never thought how much I love you
[Outro]
Standing on the platform
Watching you go
You said I wanna see the world
And I said go..." - Freya Ridings - "Lost without you"
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"You said 'I wanna see the world...' and I said... Go..."
I luv this line... it pierces my heart... if there ever was a cupid... I want that arrow binding you with me...
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"Look what I found Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart Just layin' on the ground..."
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Posted:Oct 10, 2018 6:51 pm
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2018 7:52 pm 649 Views
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"Look what I found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Just layin' on the ground..."
you reading me...
me drinking you...
thinking only of you...
I'm alone in my house...
out of my mind lookin' for you
runnin' out of time...
stand still... stop that second hand...
look what you found...
a version of me ready for you...
I'm looking for a lie...
the truth has cut too deep...
soul running out of gas...
why not be my last...
like a Civil Twilight lyric... please find me...
I wanna believe...
you're layin' in my cloud...
surrounded by disbelief...
unchain that desire...
play me like a lyre...
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"I'm alone in my house
I'm out on the town
I'm at the bottom of the bottle
I've been knockin' 'em down
I can't get back up on my feet
See the lights on the street like stars
But look what I found
Look what I found
Another piece of my heart
Just layin' on the ground
Under the foggy day
I’m lookin' for a light
And my only friend
Is workin' tonight
I can’t get myself out of bed
Hear these voices in my head like a song
But look what I found
Somebody who loves me
Look what I found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Just layin' on the ground
When I met you I was blown to pieces
Heart all over the floor
Ever since you put me back together
I can’t believe it won’t believe it
Uh
Look what you found!
Yeah baby
Look what I found
Someone who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Look what I found
Whoo!
C'mon!
Look what I found
Somebody who loves me
Look what we found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Heart just layin' on the ground..." Lady Gaga - 'Look what I found"
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I've got to see this movie...
luv the sound track so far...
but, do we like...
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"Like an island, we're surrounded by a deep blue sea You're the waves that push and pull against me"
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Posted:Oct 8, 2018 8:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2018 6:33 pm 718 Views
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"Like an island, we're surrounded by a deep blue sea
You're the waves that push and pull against me..."
These are my thoughts... these words bouncing inside me... I would want her like that... It's like this... It's like that... I'm starting to crack... you'll leave... then, you'll cum back...
I will slowly erode until there's nothing left... The odds are not forever in my favor... they are stacked against me.. against all odds... could there be a calculation where this works out...
in and out... like the waves of the ocean... reeling my feelings over coals... heart beats... soft and slow... I could venture the slow ... of a heart that has grown cold... indifferent...
I could be anything... inside of you... I could be the answer... inside of you... I could be it... that which I want to be... the push and pull between us... between you and me...
If you luv me right back... your world could spin within mine... the axis between us a fine line... no more guessing... no more steps away from each other... heading in an opposite direction... no direction at all... a storm with the quiet after it...
It's like this... It's like that... let it be like us...
I write this for me...
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"Tell me how it is
We're one step closer
We're moving slower
On the right tracks
Tell me how it is
We're moving forward
We've been so tortured
By all of this
Oh like an island, we're surrounded by a deep blue sea
You're the waves that push and pull against me
You wash me away, bit by bit
I will slowly erode 'til there's nothing left
You can sink alone
By deep
But you
But you pull on my soul
No, you won't let go
You let me know
I'm apart of everything you do
Oh like an island, we're surrounded by a deep blue sea
You're the waves that push and pull against me
You wash me away, bit by bit
I will slowly erode 'til there's nothing left
If you want me like that, that's who I'll be
If you love me right back, I could be anything
It's like this and like that
I think I'm starting to crack
Then you'll leave and come back
The odds are starting to stack
Against me
Against me
..." - Tender - "Erode"
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"Like an island, we're surrounded by a deep blue sea
You're the waves that push and pull against me..."
I will slowly erode... until there's nothing left...
I wrote this one last year...
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"Feel your nails drag across my chest It's all worth the pain Your sex and savage ways..."
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Posted:Oct 7, 2018 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2018 8:00 pm 874 Views
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"Feel your nails drag across my chest
It's all worth the pain
Your sex and savage ways..." - cum find me
Like most, my heart was lost
wandering eyes, when true love was in the way
my handmade ego racked up the cost
didn't know that I needed you to stay
searching for luv endlessly
with eyes that couldn't see
heart pumping to a different beat
erotic moments, felt your heat
grab my pulse and hold on
take me thru this marathon
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"I’ll be looking for the scent when it goes cold
I’ve been trying to beat the maze with a blindfold on
I’ve been foraging through mud and sticks
Searching for that power that don’t exist
Gather my strength and I’ll pull my weight
Run so hard I can only taste blood in my mouth
And i’ll do my work and I’ll break a sweat
Feel your nails drag across my chest It's all worth the pain
Your sex and savage ways
Knock me down a peg and watch me wallow
Cos i need you, I need you to struggle with me too
I’ve been trying to find the path, keep me on track
Trying to solve the puzzle with my hands tied behind my back
I’ve been keeping my head in the sand
Won’t get involved in what I don’t understand
Sink my teeth into what is mine
I hunt and kill so you can wine and dine
It's all worth my time
Our bodies intertwine
So draw the line, it's there to cross I think we’ll find, a cause we lost
A cause we lost
So caught up, so caught up in my self indulgence
I tell myself that I'm not hopeless I need you,
I need you to struggle with me too
So wrapped up, so wrapped up in my handmade ego
Knock me down a peg and watch me wallow
Cos i need you, I need you to struggle with me too..." - Tender - "Handmade Ego"
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perhaps, the song will move you...
let me know...
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"Is it desire Or is it love I'm feeling for you I want desire 'Cause your love only gets me abused"
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Posted:Oct 6, 2018 9:26 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2018 7:31 pm 990 Views
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"Is it desire
Or is it love that I'm feeling for you
I want desire
'Cause your love only gets me abused..." - I luv the sound of this...
I want you...
I want to be desired
desired by you
make me lose my cool
no fakin' happenin' here
you've got me
I'm locked down
Is it desire
I want it with you
if it's love
I'll take that too
give me your all
over me, ride tall
I'm willing to lose
don't wanna be abused
it's you that I choose
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"I must be tough
I must behave, I must keep fighting
Don't give it up
I want to keep us compromising
Open your arms and pray
To the truth that you're denying
Give in to the game
To the sense that you've been hiding
Is it desire
Or is it love that I'm feeling for you
I want desire
'Cause your love only gets me abused
Only gets me abused
Only gets me abused
Give me that rush
I want to show you what you've been missing
Am I enough
To keep your other lovers hidden
Open your arms and pray
To the truth that you're denying
Give in to the game
To the…" - Years and Years - "Desire" ft. Tove Lo
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but, did we like...
if so... please give this one a listen (the one featuring Tove Lo)
I could love her...
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Have you ever fallen in and out of love 10 times in 45 mins...
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Posted:Oct 3, 2018 5:39 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2018 4:54 pm 1237 Views
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Have you ever fallen in and out of love 10 times in 45 mins...
Well... it happened to me a week ago Friday... it was the weirdest thing... a co-worker wanted a good send off as his last day with the company occurred this past Monday... but, I was going to be at the state fair with my grandkids... so, if he wanted to do something it would have to be Friday... so, Friday it was...
We left the office early and went to "Baby Dolls"... a gentleman's club in Dallas... Yes... that's what he wanted to do... He wanted to chill in a place surrounded by heavenly creatures that left little to the imagination... and, who was I to complain...
He didn't have to talk me into it... so... the three of us sauntered into the place like we were ready to become knights in white satin... so, to speak... and , we were ready...
It was a hot day in the heart of Texas and you can contrast that to the ice-cold AC turned up inside... there were dozens of scantily clad, heavenly creatures waiting to allure us with half-truths in return for Benjamins and Washingtons and a taste, a touch, a tease... I favored the Washingtons... and selected our place to attract the attention of dancers for 3 1/2 minutes... I always like to sit at a side table, with a small dance platform where the dancers are up close and personal...
Our place was located equidistant to the main stage and the bar... which meant we got to preview each new dancer and have any beverages brought to us quickly... should the need arise as other things were going to...
Our first goddess was a melonlicious beauty that appealed to all of our tastes... I mean... she was gliding on the platform with the ease of a dancing machine with tits that made me marvel at the wonders of silicone advances in this century... Her breasts reminded me of a "Barbie" doll... totally unproportional to her otherwise, anatomically perfect body... and, they were not affected by gravity at all... But, I didn't care... I whipped out 3 Washington's and set them in front of my two friends and me... Chastity was a woman I'll never forget... I fell in love with her... I think it was love at first sight... I don't consider myself to be fickle at all... although, the title of this blog could lead some of you to believe that that is how I am... No... I am a weak man... who appreciates the internal and external beauty of all Venutians... I don't care... please don't judge me...
She danced to this song...
"I saw you licking a dollar bill
I'm in the graveyard if looks could kill
But murder ain't your thing, you just shoot to thrill
But if you did, put you in my will, will
They say that your body is full of sin
But they can't see the world that we're in
Your body is the door through where peace begins
I give you more, we can take a spin, spin..." - Miike Snow "My Trigger"
maybe what really did it for me was the tattoo she had on her thigh... It said "There's no crying in baseball..." on her other thigh it said "Take me there..." OMG... I slid my bill in the 1/4 inch part of her thong... and she kissed my cheek ever so gently... saying... that she would be back... I asked her to marry me... and, she just smiled and said that I probably say that to all of the girls...
Two more creatures of my deep inner fantasies were up next... and, I proposed to each of them as well... For some reason... they just laughed at me... I was really serious for a few minutes with each of them... Something about that look, that dance... those deceiving eyes... their hands running thru my hair... those breasts caressing my face... OMG... the hard on and then the unarousal made me feel like I was one of Pavlov's dogs... because it seemed like I was stuck in a Nine Inch Nails song...
"There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again..." NIN - "Every day is exactly the same"
But, in a strange way... it was ok...
Heather was the fourth dancer... I fell in love with her again... at the drop of her purse... she could have been 10 feet tall... she glided as if on a magic carpet rather than her 3 inch heels... her tits were unreal... mother nature had some assistance... and her red lipstick matched her hair... at least what was exposed... My mouth dropped open... and, I sang the words to one of her fav songs... It happened to be this song...
"Say you a gangsta, that don't impress me none...
Say you a gangsta, ain't seen a thing you done..." - Ozzie "Gangsta" (HRLY Remix)
She was two songs away from her selection... but, she had introduced the dancer who had this song playing to her 3 minutes of fame... on the main stage... But, I didn't know she loved this song... and, her mouth dropped open when she read my lips...
Many of you have never heard the songs or lyrics that I've posted... I'm ok with that... I luv music... and have introduced some music to my lovers over the years... but, when she recognized that I was mouthing the words before they were played... she had a connection with me... what happened next was another first... I may have lost some hidden virginity within me... because she swooped down towards me... like an angel or my deepest "sliding top 30" infatuation beautymous, wonderfully delicious heavenly creature... and, she stopped one foor from me on the floor... and, then she shot her long leg behind my head and slowly reeled me in to within an inch of her pussy... I must say that I was so turned on... that I almost lost it... (kind of weird, because I had read a post last week, where I had to respond to a blog about having an orgasm without intercourse...)... maybe that was what they meant... she smelled like cherry flavored edible massage oil... she smelled delicious to me... I could see us living the rest of our days together... then, she asked me my name... I said to her did she want my real name or my stage name... she laughed, and said that let's hear the stage name... I looked into her eyes that had me in a lovers lock... and said... "1/2 inch"... She laughed so hard... and, said why was I setting the bar so low... and, I said that that took the pressure off of me... and, then the song ended... and she left me... but, before she did... she presented me with her melonlicious breasts and kissed my cheek, and licked my earlobe... OMG... yes... she could be the next "Mrs. Easy Going"... but, another 10 or so dancers came by to confuse my naive mind... and, my Washington's were flowing out of my wallet like a stream of sperm shooting into my lover's vagina... well... it could be like that...
the two co-workers needed to pick up their kids at day care... are you fucking kidding me... I said... and, they said no... and, I said... hello Mr. UBER... and, they said... come on... we can't wait...
Note to self... before you take two married co-workers to a men's club... make sure they have a hall pass that gives them unlimited funtime...
The last song that played while we left that garden of eden... was this one...
"Go ahead and play with another - not me, I'm done, I'm done
Love with another or several others, I'm done, I'm done
Flex your way outta' here, go flex your way outta' here..." - Sofi de la Torre "Flex your way outta' here"...
Thanks for reading...
What say you my little pretties... is it possible to fall in and out of love 10 times in 45 minutes???
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